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I crept out slowly into the mist that surrounded my house. I wondered why that was the only thing I could remember. I didn't have any other memories - only faces and names. I slowly trudged the ground with my bare feet, and could feel the mud squish between my toes, and mind you, it wasn't the greatest feeling in the world. In fact, I felt disgusted. I didn't know what to think anymore.
I peeked from behind the prickly bush, but in the process, I pricked myself!
*OUCH*
Whoever told me that prickly bushes were dangerous were frankly.. right. I didn't want to listen to them, ever because I had my own pride. The other thing I remember is that I always wanted to do stuff myself. I'm an independent chick who goes on her own way. That's just me.
Okay, so I saw the house. There aren't many houses with a green tiled roof and total brick red walls, and I am so glad I spotted it. Now, all I had to do was go and knock at the door, awaiting for whoever was in there. Honestly, I was so afraid that I almost peed my pants, right there and then.
I walked discretely toward the tinsel-clad door as quietly as I could. As I leant my ear towards the door, I could hear voices of happiness. This was refreshing because I had not remembered what the sounds of happiness felt like, and all I can really tell you is that it's bliss. Total bliss. I just wished that I was part of it all.
I always felt so lonely. Ever since I had amnesia or whatever explains my loss of memories, I felt so alone in the darkness about almost everything. I never knew how to be myself since I had no memories, I had no experiences, I had almost nothing to share. Only the image of that very house and my pride.
*gulp* This was it. I could not believe that I was actually going to do this. As I stared blankly at the door, my eyes were strained and dropped tiny dew drops down the grassy, muddy ground.
*knock knock* I knocked on that tinsel clad door. I waited, and waited. It got a litle nerve wracking to start with, but no one came to answer the door. I couldn't believe that I actually expected someone to invite me willingly into their home. Damn it... I knew something like this could never happen. It was just my sudden twist of fate.
I turned around and slowly trudged the ground one little step at a time. Maybe someone would look out and see my face down in the dumps. Yeah right, why do I expect the sympathy anyways? Maybe it's just one of those other things I remember. *sigh* I am so pathetic.
I didn't know where else I could go. I mean, it wasn't like I had a home, so I was practically homeless. Help? Someone? The only person who could actually help me right now was myelf.
So then, I just went on with my doubts.
I peeked from behind the prickly bush, but in the process, I pricked myself!
*OUCH*
Whoever told me that prickly bushes were dangerous were frankly.. right. I didn't want to listen to them, ever because I had my own pride. The other thing I remember is that I always wanted to do stuff myself. I'm an independent chick who goes on her own way. That's just me.
Okay, so I saw the house. There aren't many houses with a green tiled roof and total brick red walls, and I am so glad I spotted it. Now, all I had to do was go and knock at the door, awaiting for whoever was in there. Honestly, I was so afraid that I almost peed my pants, right there and then.
I walked discretely toward the tinsel-clad door as quietly as I could. As I leant my ear towards the door, I could hear voices of happiness. This was refreshing because I had not remembered what the sounds of happiness felt like, and all I can really tell you is that it's bliss. Total bliss. I just wished that I was part of it all.
I always felt so lonely. Ever since I had amnesia or whatever explains my loss of memories, I felt so alone in the darkness about almost everything. I never knew how to be myself since I had no memories, I had no experiences, I had almost nothing to share. Only the image of that very house and my pride.
*gulp* This was it. I could not believe that I was actually going to do this. As I stared blankly at the door, my eyes were strained and dropped tiny dew drops down the grassy, muddy ground.
*knock knock* I knocked on that tinsel clad door. I waited, and waited. It got a litle nerve wracking to start with, but no one came to answer the door. I couldn't believe that I actually expected someone to invite me willingly into their home. Damn it... I knew something like this could never happen. It was just my sudden twist of fate.
I turned around and slowly trudged the ground one little step at a time. Maybe someone would look out and see my face down in the dumps. Yeah right, why do I expect the sympathy anyways? Maybe it's just one of those other things I remember. *sigh* I am so pathetic.
I didn't know where else I could go. I mean, it wasn't like I had a home, so I was practically homeless. Help? Someone? The only person who could actually help me right now was myelf.
So then, I just went on with my doubts.
>_< just a random whatsit when I couldn't think of what to write for an English essay. I guess I have to get ready for that one. DOOM!
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